Wednesday, June 22, 2005 2:24 AM

ame is here... lalalalalala.. yesterday went out to orchard... ok la. funn? hehh ... yep... than went for tuition.. at night .. kanna suan by chris chen aka mildred cubicle.. heh.ok lo.. figured i need to buck up more tonight i not goin tuition le.. hmm.. i figured today i'm gonna be anti social.. woke up super early in the morning though i slept super early in the morning..aha.. i forgot how i fell asleep.. aha.. yep.. anyway.. i think i'm being very selfish, self-centred, idiotic and an arse.. ahaa.. anyway back to the conversation.. i slept at.. damn late la.. than woke up at 7 lo.. aha.. yep.. than i took my arse than went to the poool with my phone only and sat there not moving aha.. for like.. 4 hours.. than came home.. aha.. so nuts can.. aha.. than stone lo.. phone ring also never pick up.. aha.. dunno y.. didn't feel like.. heh.. i siao le la.. i dunno ba.. thought about alot of things.. ya.. i think. its time i went into meditation... aha.. na.. see i'm typing crap...

i dun wanna love so much . i dun wanna love too deeply.but i can't help myself.
cuz if i love too deeply . i tend to get possesive. so. i must not love too much. jealousy shall not overcome me.