Sunday, October 02, 2005 7:42 PM

yesterdday all my troubles seem so far away.
when i saw the tears flow out your eyes.
my heart skipped a beat.
the pain u felt overwhelmed me.
i'm so lost in my own world.
the exams are arriving.
yet i'm not prepared.
definately on the verge of crying.
aargh.
feel like my whole world is crashing.
i try my best to be a people pleaser.
but like what hansen said.
even if i please the whole world
no one would appreciate it
i no longer know what to do.
my whole life is a facade.
when i think about what love is.
the throbbing in my head begins again.
what is love?
i asked myself today
love is not being able to breathe
when u see your love
love is understanding
love is sacrificing
when u love u realise that u need that person to live
i thought it through
seriously
if u love someone
think about this
what if one day
u just stop talking to that person abruptly
if u don't feel anything
if u are able to continue with life
then
u are not in love


okay okay
anyway
today was fun
nice
fun
yes
u know why
i know why
no one else knows why





aha
this is so crazy
what is black and red and black and red and black and red and black and red and WHITE!
aha
go figure








life is full of tough choices
making the right choice is important




but its so hard to see
when my eyes are on me































lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala..
o ya.
did i mention
i love skittles.