★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
you changed so much
★and i'm standing alone once more says:
me?
★and i'm standing alone once more says:
in what way?
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
yeah
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
after hanging out so much with charmaine and gang
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
you're not the guai one you used to be. but of course if you wanna change it's not my problem
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
you're becoming like tim and jeremy i swear
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
and you like to stand 1 cm close to guys. that's what i noticed la
★and i'm standing alone once more says:
ok. i'll change...i'm sorry. i didn't noe.. thanks for tellling me
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
no la.
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
you become like.. someone who wants to show her breasts or butt or something
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
i dont know
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
i was shocked
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
if you like being like that then go ahead.
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
i just thought you werent being yourself. when i was thinking, hey! that's you now
★and i'm standing alone once more says:
i didn't say i like being like that.
★and i'm standing alone once more says:
sorry yea.
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
no la. just saying what i though
★ hallo, i'm asexual; are you intimidated? says:
*thought
★and i'm standing alone once more says:
yea
★and i'm standing alone once more says:
i know



is that what i've become.
maybe i'm not that perfect
but i'm trying
maybe not hard enough
yea
i'll try harder.
i'm sorry everyone for being such a horrid person


i'm sorry darren
i'm sorry hansen
i'm sorry chinhwee
i know u guys are all pissed with me
i'm sorry
i really am


i'm sorry tam



i'm sorry everyone
i hate myself



i'm sorry.here i am again.\
having self pity for myself
bleh
ok. yea















anyway.
since darren hates me now
and everyone hates me too.
maybe if i disappear everything would be ok
everyone would feel better



whatever

loads of loves och kram

nights
(like who wants my hugs)