recently there's been an influx of changes in my life.
hansen is pissed at me. yes. i know. again.
tammy doesn't really care. maybe she does.
the world truely sucks
and i think i'm such an arse
i give up loving anyone
cause the pain is just too great.
i'm always in the critical eyes of everyone
and all my bills are unpaid
i need to settle my dues
my homework isn't done
i think i'm gooing bonkers
and need to see someone
i wish that you were there for me
in fact i wish you were all there for me
cuz when i'm awake i realise i dream
and when i'm aleeping i think
too much mind boggling actiities
makes one a jackarse deemed
my momma n pappa try to understand
but really i'm miss understood
cuz i understand you but u don't get me right
i think i need well
time to rest
a break or two would do
maybe abit of love from you.
you refering to all of you
who don't really care but act like you do
cause i know life isn't about me
nor is it bout you
its about me and you
and since no one can add amelia in their names.
i guess i have to erase all of you and wirte my name
so big on a paper
that fills the world so true
and everytime someone tries to write his or her name on it
i'll erase it
so i on't get hurt no more.
cause frankly speaking
since no one cares bout me
then i shall care no more
cause the world is black
and its cold
and its dull
and really i can't take this no more.
i need real help
fast and quick
if not the floor will overflow with blood so thick
i need real help
love comfort and care
but i only one truth in them
toomuch too ask i know
but can't a girl try to ant a bit more
cause sometimes when i care too much.
the world bites back
like i've eaten too much
and so i scream
please show me u ppl do care
cause i'm drifting so far.
i'm afraid i'll never return
from no man's land