salvation is here and he lives in me

GOD has been good to me .
he has provided for me, answered my prayers, talked to me, guided me.
yet sometimes i feel so alone.
in a crowded room with all the bustling noises , i do indeed feel alone.
its not that i don't feel him there. its just that sense of being vulnerable and lonely.

saturday proved to be fruitful.
i cancelled plans with garene to study because of tuition.
chemistry tuition.
it is kinda of surprising that i think i'm starting to enjoy chemistry although it is not an easy subject for me to master.
shawn , junyuan and i were crapping our way through the 3 hour-long lesson.

following the episode, i went to chin hwee's church.
and i have to say it was enjoyable.we played this game ,
and i absolutely abhored it.
hahah.but since everyone was enjoying it. i decided to go along with the game , occasionally debating on whether or not to stop playing and save myself from a heart attack.
but yes. i have to say at the end of the game that i did enjoy it.

i'm not sure if i will go back there again.
its not that i didn't enjoy it.
my time spent there gave me back the passion i have for god
by their actions, the y have shown me how god's love has worked in their lifes.
it was interesting to see them worship. not that it was a spectacle, but rather that , they sing the same songs as i do in salvation army, but they sing it with zeal, love and they do it for god.
not because of anything, but their love for god.
liangzhi made me think, before i left.
do i really want to change and move .
or do i want to stay on.
there's so much to think and pray about.

sunday gave me more than i expected.
service and lunch followed by a hearty dinner and italy winning the world cup.

and that leads on to monday.
jill, sherwin , daddy and linda were not in school.
so garene and i were left to fend for oursleves.
and , mr kwek DIDN'T COME.
ahhaha
and so we wasted three periods whilst everyone in class studied, we crapped.
we crapped in free period
we crapped alongside aaron , zhiming and xueping during english
yes. i know i should start to buck up. and i promise i will.
yes yes. and i have to say. i do love my friends loads : )

cause i know my god saved the day
and i know his word never fails


by the way. its a month to my birthday.