i'm sick at home.
its funny that i get sick immediately after the big hoo haa.
hahah. and i don't go to school.
nd i don't know.
its just so frustrating.

its not the same.
amelia is not amelia anymore.
its like.
i don't know
and yea btw my birthday is 8 days away
what a wonderful present to myself

i was seeing the doctor when this song popped into my head
and i just felt abit better : )

well well
its gonna take some time before amelia starts being perpetually happy again

i put my trust in you god.cuz no matter where i go i know u will always be here with me