I have to say that despite all the complains i make and the ranting i incessantly leak, i am truly blessed.
i have so much to be thankful for but yet i choose to overlook these small but significant things.

Today wasn't such a blue monday afterall. Had leaders meeting in church on sunday which i didn't attend am still am quite guilty for , but i had to be home by 230 . so i had a rushed lunch and chionged home for fear of breaking my curfew yet again. anyhow, surprisingly i was very much awake today despite the lack of sleep , i only slept for 2 hours to be exact ok! left house round 2am with mom to send dad off to the airport and only got home at 530am , just in time to get ready for school.
school wasn't too bad either. i got back my biolog test paper, which i failed yet again much to my dismay. but on a positive note i failed by 4 marks, which is quite a accomplishing feat for me.
what ruined my day was the amazing amount of food i ate, again. oh gosh . i have an eating disorder which is incurable . i can't stop eating. gah/

the week ahead will definitely be tiring with practice on tues , weds and sat. i'm definitely looking forward to friday. and completing my huge workload which is piling up due to the fact that i can't bring myself to begin. gah/

move along move along. moving?

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