Okay.. i'm back.. heh.. from malacca.. lets see.. hm.. i left the house extra early in e morning. aha. than took car all the way.. slept till we reach there.. ate.. slept till we reach some place. than ate then slept than ate than slept than shop than slept than ate than slept to singapore.. aha lame.. ya..
hmm.. than today juz slacked. didn't go church / heh.hai.. i dunno wad to do with my life. i'm not a nice person.. i think..i dunno.. wad ppl think of me affects me i can't deny.. its like.if ppl think this way it muz be the way i act that portrays itout. i dunno.. i wanna be a friend yet everyone is telling me by doin so i'm hurting him.. they say.. leave him n he will be ok.. and u can be friends next time.. but is it possible? once gone , its gone.i dunno wad to do. i dun wanna lose a great friend but maybe its for e better.. yep..ppl think i'm fooling around. i'm so NOT. ya.. maybe i shld juz leave everyone alone.
ya. and what am i doin with my life. everything i do seems to be meaningless.. juz on friday , my cell was talking bout nowhere. and it snapped.. i wonder.. what my life really is for? ya.. its a question that is frequently asked n always answered that we are here for god but what if i don't noe how to work my life to be a god pleasing n fearing one.
yea.
my parents and i are on.. what do u cal that.. i dunno.. kinda bad terms? i'm not too sure.. bad as in.. i'm hiding stuff they wanna noe. i'm not telling. LACK OF COMMUNICATION. ya.. i juz don't feel its rite to tell. and
in relationships.. hell.. i wash my hands off.. its my fault i agree.. i'm willing to take the blame. sick n tired of my mistakes.
ya.. studies.,. i muz work harder.. lazy arse... i need to seriously.. talk to god.. try to find my way back to the right path that i have gona astray from. i need to


GET A LIFE.