Saturday, August 06, 2005 4:52 PM

shake that thing miss kana kana
shake that thing miss annabella
shake that thing yah donna
jodi and rebecca

sean paul rocks.


u ask me y i like these hiphop
u ask me y i like to dance
u ask me y i like to be crazy

its because i wanna run away
when i listen
when i dance
i'm in my own fantasy
where i'm the queen
i lose all my sadness
i lose all my jealousy
i try hard to trust
i try hard to love
i'm so lost in love
i don't know how to show my love to you
its stuck
and each time i get jealous
and each time i get angry
my heart hurts
like i've been stabbed
ever so often it happens
its not u.
its me
i'm not me anymore
i wish for me to be happy.nice.thoughtful.uncomplaining.loving
but i'm
NOT
i'm always sad.mean.unthoughtful.complaining.
and to u. not loving enough

studies are overwhelming.
social life n studies
i have to choose

my battle is only halfway fought.
its never gonna end.
all i can is indulge.
in happy music
dance my way through the battle


pass that dutch.
cuz i don't really care what ppl say.maybe i do.
i need GOD.
i need a way. i need a light. i need you.i love u. thank u for loving me too. u do don't u?

three more days..