hahahs bananas.
it is the rain that pours which makes me appreciate the sun that shines
it is your sadness and disappointment which makes me love the smile on your face.
yellow yellow orange



as the exams draw closer.
my heart beats faster.
retain or drop i fear.
understanding of the lessons.
so vague and unclear.
procrastination can wait .
no longer.
eyes on the books.
yet mind and soul.
away.
thoughts of you.
seize my time.
instead.
although my heart my seem so far.
its closer then u percieve.
the banality of school.
eats into my every waking hour.
the jaded adolescent teen.
i am.
seeks life for the better.
but who am i to decree my fate.
its is GOD above i must trust.
god-fearing i try
yet the earthly people i fear.
u promised to wait.
yet how long can one hold.
true love may seem so real.
at this moment.
but reality bites.
nothing lasts forever.
everything happy must come to an end.
hope dangles on a string.
i cling so wildly.
for fear of dropping.
how much longer can we strive.
till the end of time?
i'm not so sure.
drifting away from friends.
anti social.
thats me.
why.
i lost the security.
emptiness captures the pain.
i need.
yet i am afraid to take.
the step.
maybe i should try.
to be a friend.
again.
the risk is there.
but i guess i'll have to take.
my life is mine to squander.
to hold or break.
caught in this whirlwind of nonsense.
the walls cramping in on me.
the wounds that don't seem to heal.
the pain i feel.
is just so real.







I LOVE U TAMMY!.. AHA.. CHEER UP!..



DARREN...

ARE U A MISTAKE?