Saturday, September 03, 2005 9:40 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET TAMMY!
AHA.. u are my ah soh the fat! no la.. u're not.. dun worry k.. be happy. yep..





okej dokes..
today was kinda fun.. went with garene to airport.. it was like so cool on the one hour long mrt ride.. aha. we talked alot and laughed alot. like alot.. yep.. hmm.. yep. ate loads of sweets and then went home.. yep..

garene and i talked bout loads of stuff and in the midst of it i realised that hey..
i dun have that much friends that know me that well.. besides tammy and one or two others.. who can say they really know me.
thinking deeper. i don't know myself too.
aha. and how can u care bout urself if u don't know urself.
and how can others care for u if they don't know u.
aha. ok thats my thoughts.

yep.
maybe its because i'm too anti social.
but i'm not anti social.
i just am protective.
maybe overprotective
whatever.
i wanna be free.
like a bird.
flying
away
and BAM
i hit a tree and die.
yes
aha
and thats all i gotta say.
i miss u!
no matter how hard i try. its so hard.
when i see u .
it all comes back.
why do i love u?