felt so cold when thoughts and memories of you started coming back to me. I couldn't sleep. I was drowing in one of those sappy love songs we would used to hear. What a Chinese New Year night, or morning I'd say. It's been extremely long since i had a proper conversation with you. I would still occasionally read the messages you sent to me two years back. I'm sorry to say that nobody will have the ability to make me delete those messages; not even you. I feel so sick. I didn't even hear you leave. I wonder why I'm still here. I remembered you would ignore me every time i talked to you. Why? DOn't you remember any single thing at all?



read this from tammy's blog. ya. at times u really wonder why u love or think of a certain someone so much. everyone has a certain person he or she loves .certainly i too have a certain person i love alot. but doesn't love me back.. but then i wonder. why dwell on in the past when i have so much more to live ffor. more ppl that love me. and others that make me laugh.. uts times like this when i feel i should let go.. not throw away but let go.. i'll not hold onto him anymore. cause maybe it ain't worth my tears and regret. theres more to my life.of course i'll still love him somewhere. deep inside my heart. and he will never be replaced