Monday, February 06, 2006 7:42 PM

really. i think i'm gonna burst.
how could you
you think i don't hurt do you
u think i'm always happy do you
well ppl.
i have to tell u the truth . no!
i'm not always happy
ya. what u guys see is only :)
ya. u don't see my pin
yu don't see my tears
you don't see the cuts
no. no one.
none of you see these.. i try to make everyday a happy day. for waht?!
so everyone can be happy.
but no
no one appriciates it. no one cares.
i know. i should go rot and die.
argh.
i'm stupid.
and i'm failing all my test in school
i'msuch a omplete failure and loser.
i'm worse off then zhiren.
ok..
ta