you don't say an 'i love you' for nothing
you only say it when you mean it

yep. i'm really really sorry garene
i haven't been able to get into the blog much so i couldn't defend you much
im sorry
i feel darn bad

yep.o well
i really am slacking my holidays away
i just got this big lecture from my mum
not really lecture
its amazing that after all the lectures.
this was the only one that hurt me alot
i always try to have a good relationship with my parents
but i guess its impossible


anyway. today was ok
there's desperate housewives! : )
aha
well.erm. i have nothing much to say. aha. yep


this is part of what mother said:
you're not stupid.
don't say u're born like that cause we're not stupid people
so we should not have a stupid daughter
but i don't know why u're like that
you better go look in the mirror
and reflect on your life
i'm not comparing you to anyone
you are yourself
but look at your cousin
she is good at canoeing, cycling,
her studies are good too
she knows when to study
she don't make her parents sad.
she tries her best.
its not that we don't love you.
but why can't you.
forget it la

well ya. it hurt loads.
really.
and as i reflected.
i realise.
hey.
its true
i'm useless
USELESS AND INSIGNIFICANT
burden to society.

and.thats.the.way.the.cookiecrumbles ;