Thursday, August 03, 2006 10:45 AM YOUR LOVE LORD IS AMAZING STEADY AND UNCHANGING LORD Each night I close my eyes hoping I'd neverhave to wake up &yet Each morning I wake up thinking"Oh man, Im still alive,dang?"*and i reluctantly get out of bed* ogay! enough of this crazy self pitying shit. this is PATHETIC. you hear that AMELIA YEO JIAXIN!yes thats right , put your full name down! hahah. yes. thank you wendeline garene jill and linda. during this time of uncertainty and craziness thank YOU for being there yes and if i do fall into this crazy mood again. please slap me in the face.(on the other hand. maybe a hug ? fine.make the slap gentle please) thanks : ) anyhow. i'm still sick. with the STOMACH FLU. oh the deadly virus that strikes me monthly its just like period! hahah and i have to say that i'm still not perpetually happy but i'm alright. and i don't know why things are like that. but i think its crazy! i don't know how i'm going to face tml. but i know that i can do it with GOD. i can't say i have been a good christian these past two days. cause i haven't really been faithful in my quiet time giving myself excuses anyhow. i'm gonna cook dinner for LP and moo moo tml! don't ask me what 'm cooking. i just hope it turns out ogay! hahah and i'll bring chocolates to school for my favourite schoolmates.: ) cheez cheez mommy says to me that i should stop being sucha silly idiot. and i do mean my real mother. you know the one that gave birth to me. yea. that one. and so i shall embark on my mission to be less of a silly idiot. and yes. :) andto sylvia chee chee chee. hahah.. i shall try to STOP. if possible : ) i still need you |
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