Thursday, August 03, 2006 10:45 AM

YOUR LOVE LORD IS AMAZING
STEADY AND UNCHANGING LORD

Each night I close my eyes hoping I'd neverhave to wake up
&yet
Each morning I wake up thinking"Oh man, Im still alive,dang?"*and i reluctantly get out of bed*


ogay! enough of this crazy self pitying shit. this is PATHETIC. you hear that AMELIA YEO JIAXIN!yes thats right , put your full name down!
hahah. yes.
thank you wendeline garene jill and linda.
during this time of uncertainty and craziness
thank YOU for being there
yes and if i do fall into this crazy mood again.
please slap me in the face.(on the other hand. maybe a hug ? fine.make the slap gentle please)
thanks : )
anyhow.
i'm still sick.
with the STOMACH FLU.
oh the deadly virus that strikes me monthly
its just like period!
hahah
and i have to say that i'm still not perpetually happy
but i'm alright.
and i don't know why things are like that. but i think its crazy!

i don't know how i'm going to face tml.
but i know that i can do it with GOD.
i can't say i have been a good christian these past two days.
cause i haven't really been faithful in my quiet time
giving myself excuses

anyhow.
i'm gonna cook dinner for LP and moo moo tml!
don't ask me what 'm cooking. i just hope it turns out ogay!
hahah
and i'll bring chocolates to school for my favourite schoolmates.: )

cheez cheez
mommy says to me that i should stop being sucha silly idiot.
and i do mean my real mother. you know the one that gave birth to me. yea. that one.
and so i shall embark on my mission to be less of a silly idiot.
and yes. :)
andto sylvia chee chee chee. hahah.. i shall try to STOP. if possible : )

i still need you