lord to give up i'd be a fool

Wednesday, November 15, 2006 6:57 PM

its so strange how the simplest things can make me smile,

and the slightest things can make me want to break down.

its so strange when i look in the mirror

and end up not knowing who i'm looking at

thinking ;who is that total stranger

its so strange that some people think they know me,

when they don't

yet judge me

like they do. maybe i do it too. i wouldn't know. or would i.

but then again i'm a stranger to myself

and its just so strange that when everything seems to be alright

it isn't alright.

its just a facade.ephemeral prolly?

i don't know.

and its so strange that i know God is there

yet sometimes i lose faith

when i know that i have to hold on

because giving up would be foolish

for God loves me so.

and then again.

its strange why i continue to rant on and on

rather then go face the glitches and hitches

its just strange. so very strange. btw geog was terrible. with a capital 't'. so it should be Terrible.

anyhow. i need to put 3 mr men pictures. shall upload them later. for now its tv time:D