Saturday, December 09, 2006 9:58 AM my sister the alaskan made eskimos buy snow. i guess i'm back from the hiatus,alot different but still the same in one way or another i guess you could say i grew up time does change,it changes people,it changes things. the clockwork may have stop but time does not falter and continues making haste not waste by catching up with one. it strikes you silly when you begin to wonder what happens when you find out koala bears aren't bears.what you think is ,is not.does your heart tell you right from wrong and are you sure it'll lead you. i used to be so sure of my answer, yet now i'm standing in deep water. i didn't catch a wink of sleep on the flight back, the thought of coming back was inviting yet repulsive.home is where the heart belongs,a hart can't stay where the heart is away.its no surprise that i did miss my friends, miss my life and miss doing the routine. on the other hand, what may seem like a welcome home, could be a reality check.i'm back. i keep telling that to myself, its not a holiday nemore and life goes on.it hit me then that i would never be able to watch the same clouds even though when i return i'll still be under the same sky. its difficult but easy, simple yet confusing. to elaborate on my trip there, i'm glad i got to know people better.it was fun, the card games and late nights, the laughter and all.life on holiday is definitely much simpler then life by itself. someday i'll travel around the world myself, and see the wonders of it all .someday i will. someday things to do so far: pack room refurbish room buy christmas presents get money out with schoolmates out with tuition mates out with hansen out with chbestie&lover out with LP out with felza to the zoo out with cousins think bout stuff think bout more stuff get a job figure out where i'm headed for |
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