and he said to me,'' if this world is a lonely place for you, fall into the arms of love.''

wretched day, wretched wretched day.
here/hear the things that contributed to this wretched day.

• the growth in my earlobe has not ceased to continue growing and it HURTS! (i think i'm harvesting an alien(s) )
• I keep missing my buses by a minute ,on the way to school and back.(and my feeder bus has an irregular time schedule to top that off. GA!)
• stupid lorry that drove past and splashed water all over me( when i was still an hour away from home.)
• consultations with the teachers made me feeling increasingly depressed and dejected.
• studying is not productive at all .( very bad sign, means i'm either stupid or dead , or stupid and dead)
• fell from the stairs and bumped my head really badly, thus resulting in a nasty bruise on my big ugly forehead. (fortuantely for ice packs, the bruise has faded but it hurts.)
• I think i'm '' into the water too deep''(quote Jordin Sparks 'No Air')
• ok i'm crazy. retarded.

gagagaga. i wish i was perfect, good enough . maybe something from Gattaca.

well, so much for monday blues, what a long and angsty post. seriously , this wallowing in self pity is really sicknening but bear with me pls whoever reads this, i really can't help it. it's been sucha wretched day. Sight. Please let tmr bring a miracle and make it a better day, cause really i don't see how it can get worse than today. ok la maybe it can , i mean i've been through worse and i'm already blessed beyond measure but pls pls pls let tmr be good!

i don't know how to tell you this, my actions and words might not show but.

imissyou i miss you i miss you. i'm sorry G.( you know, G for gremlin hahah) I'm sorry. call me when u see this k?