i feel very lost. that isnt a good thing is it.
i can't sleep at nights, i constantly worry ; and worry about nothing, i'm so uptight it's not even funny , i try to do my work and study but i have no idea what's going on. my world is spiralling out of control- and i feel like i got nothing that i can possibly do to stop it.
i take solace by hiding, like an ostrich with it's head stuck underground. I run from people, no , nobody really knows me. that's scary isn't it? i think i've hidden and buried myself so deep that no one will ever know me for who i really am- and maybe i've even lost myself. I run from religion, but most importantly i run from God-even when i know i can't run. I believe but i don't know how to show that i believe. simply put.

I'm Lost.